ARE MOMS ALOUD TO HAVE BAD DAYS?????????? I keep asking myself this today... I am not having a good day and it all started yesterday, My friend Art and his wife found out that their 12 year old son has luekemia. I just don't get it, why does this happen, and why to children? So I am kinda blue and noone will leave me alone. Why can't we just have a day to ourselves once in awhile. I woke up at 9:00 this morning and Eric is like you wasted the whole day blah...blah...blah.. Then Josh says at 10:30 will I take him to this card shop that he plays duel masters at? I said yes then I got on the computer, mom will you take me now? I said you said at 10:30 I just got online. So of course I turn it off and take him. Then I get home and he calls and says I forgot my money, so there I go back to take him his money. Then I get home and Eric is on the computer, ya know this doesnt usually bother me but I wanted to post last night and he was on the computer from 5:00 last night til 1:30 am. So why is it I can't have a 1/2 hour on the computer? So then I go lay in the room and start watching Trading Spaces, until Savannah comes in, i want Charlie and Lola, so I go put it on in the living room, and go back to the room, then she comes back in cause she wants to watch it on my tv. Ya know I can understand my daughter needed me through the day she's 2, but Eric and Josh are big boys now so they should be able to get themselves something to eat and drink. So I am sitting there watching toons with Savannah and Eric comes in and says whats for breakfast, well lets see you can make yourself some bacon and eggs, or you can make yourself some cereal. Then he says what the f*** is wrong with you. Do I need to go over it all again, I told him last night what was bothering me. Then I had a real eye opener last night, Josh is in a Quinceria (i can't spell) its when the girl turns 15, and she has a huge party with the girls wearing the same dresses and the boys wearing tuxs, they have a service at the church and then a reception and dance after, well he is the escort of the girl that is turning 15, and last night was the practice at the church so I didnt know how long it would take and I asked if he wanted me to drop him off and he could call me or if he wanted me to sit in the church and wait. He says no go home and ill call you, i said ok, and i went to get out of the van so i could go in with him and see if they knew how long it would be, and he says no mom I don't want you to go in with me.......HELLO, is my son embasrressed of me, I know I am not skinny anymore and I had just gotten off of work and wasnt looking my best, anyway is this a kid thing, I was trying to remember if i was embarressed of my mom when i was a teenager, and I don't think I was but I asked my mom this morning and she said I hurt her feelings one time at the mall cause she went to hold my hand and i moved away from her like eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww. So maybe I shouldn't take it personally but I take everything personally. So he got mad and went to the room because I am blue today and want to be left alone for awhile. Can they not function without us. I was coming back from taking Josh this morning and thought I just want to go for a drive and not come back for a few hours. But I have to go back and get Josh and take him home to get ready and then take him to the place where they are taking pics then take him to the church, have to go grocery shopping and go pay 2 bills, have to put Savannah down for her nap soon and I wanted to work in the yard a little today, and I think Erics friend is having a barbeque today and we said we would go, so I think my alone time will never be. So this is my venting time and it is helping to get it off my chest. Moms have a great day, and go take abath or something or go to the room for a 1/2 hour today, give yourself a little you time cause we all definitly need it now and then. If you have made it this far through all my bitching I hope you have a wonderful weekend, Ill be checking out your blogs a little later.......Ya know since I started using my computer at home to blog instead of the one at work, i can't download my pics, but the whole thing is different then the one at work, I just need to take a little time to figure it out.

BASEBALL IS BACK..... Well baseball is oficially back, Josh started his practicing yesterday and I remembered the biggest thing that I hate about practice.....waiting. They say 4:00 to 5:30, so I am there at 5:25....waiting......and waiting....and waiting, oh yeah it's now 6:20 and they are finished. Ya know how much stuff I could have gotten done in that amount of time. But the 1st time I am late to pick him up they are finished and waiting.. Oh well i guess its all apart of it. I do love going and watching his games though, he is such an awesome player and Savannah loves to run around. I'll be posting pics as soon as the games start. I am also going to post pics of my visit with my Aunt Donna and Uncle Lee, they were up visiting us for a few days. I hadn't seen them since I moved out here 4 1/2 years ago. I had a blast visiting with them and even learned a new dice game and card game. I'll get those pics up soon. Have a great weekend..... Talk to ya soon

BASEBALL IS BACK..... Well baseball is oficially back, Josh started his practicing yesterday and I remembered the biggest thing that I hate about practice.....waiting. They say 4:00 to 5:30, so I am there at 5:25....waiting......and waiting....and waiting, oh yeah it's now 6:20 and they are finished. Ya know how much stuff I could have gotten done in that amount of time. But the 1st time I am late to pick him up they are finished and waiting.. Oh well i guess its all apart of it. I do love going and watching his games though, he is such an awesome player and Savannah loves to run around. I'll be posting pics as soon as the games start. I am also going to post pics of my visit with my Aunt Donna and Uncle Lee, they were up visiting us for a few days. I hadn't seen them since I moved out here 4 1/2 years ago. I had a blast visiting with them and even learned a new dice game and card game. I'll get those pics up soon. Have a great weekend..... Talk to ya soon

Well I hope you all had a wonderful Valentine's Day.... Mine was good, me and Eric went out to Si Italian Bistro......GAG i will never go to a place like this again, I would have rather went to McDonalds then there, we usually go to a little place called Casa Luna's, it is so cute and friendly and not that expensive. But it was my idea to go to this new place so we made reservations, 60.00 for the 2 of us, they were so stuck up and rude...Eric asked if he could get Alfredo sauce on his pasts instead of marinara, the waiter says oh no we have a very picky chef and he makes no substitutions for his meals. Then we paid 16.00 for Lasagna that was about a 2" by 2" piece and that was it, the bread was awful the salad was alright i guess.. and they didnt serve wine or beer or anything. Anyway I got a beautiful necklas and some roses... which kinda of upset me cause we had already said we werent buying for each other this year cause we had just spent 1,000.00 dollars on a new computer and 850.00 on a new bed, but i love it so i wont complain. All in all we had a good night though...

SUPERBOWL SUNDAY......GOTTA LOVE IT

Even if you dont like football you still gotta love the superbowl, if for nothing else just to hang out with a bunch of your friends have a drink and eat...
But since I am a football fan I gotta love today because I am a STELLERS FAN!!!!!
GO STEELERS Me and Eric took the kids and Joshs friend to breakfast, then we went shopping...I got a new Steelers shirt and hat and Eric would not let me buy Savannah a shirt that said My daddy loves the Steelers........He said over my dead body will she ever wear that shirt...How rude I said and gave him a look like she'll wear it if I want her to. Yeah right sounded good in my mind but not good enough to win that battle....I bought her a Dora t-shirt instead.

Well I am back to blogging and I must say I missed you all.... I am no longer Deb's world, this is my new one...Hope to hear from you all soon.
Have a great day and remember....Steelers..Steelers..Steelers