Well my problems with my son seemed to have passed, for now i guess. I didnt talk to him for almost 2 weeks, ya know I wasn't even mad at him, I was just so disappointed. I was a BAD teen, but never did I disrespect my mom, never told her I hated her, never cussed, even now I dont cuss in front of her cause I know she doesnt like it. Friday night Josh came in out room about 3:00 and said he didnt feel good and asked if I would go lay with him....His fever was sky high, and I gave him some meds and got a cold cloth and we talked for like 3 hours....I was on cloud nine. Maybe just cause im the mom and not the dad he doesnt talk to me about stuff, and that breaks my heart, i want us to be close in every way but i guess some things are left for dads..... So I am feeling much better this week....

The weekend was aweful, started my spring cleaning....Filled both my huge trash cans, but a pack rat I am no longer.....LOL The wind was so bad we didnt even hardly go out, Savannah wanted to go for a walk, we got down the street and she she let's go home....

Maybe next weekend we will have some fun.

HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE GETTING IN THE CAR AND JUST DRIVING FAR AWAY ?

This weekend:
Saturday was another beautiful day, must have been about 80, Savannah and I spent the day outside washing Eric's car and then mine...I took the seats out and cleaned the carpet and everything, it looks so good...I love when my van is clean, (doesnt stay that way long).
Sunday I was supposed to take Josh to go see Linkin Park, I really didn't want to see them so I told Josh to invite another of his friends and I was going to go to the Casino....I was actually looking forward to it. I had originally bought a ticket for Eric cause he really likes them, but he is still being a baby over an argument him and Josh had on Tuesday and he didn't want to go. The concert ending up being cancelled, (which why does it take 2 seconds for them to take the money out of the account, but it's going to take approx 10-15 working days to put it back in...)
Anyway, the weather was awful so I guess it's a good thing we didnt't have to drive out there.
Savannah and I went out to watch Josh's team play baseball (he helps coach The Giants) IT WAS SO WINDY..... It was awful, and that started off our week of bad weather, today is supposed to be about 51 degrees.....YUCK