Well my problems with my son seemed to have passed, for now i guess. I didnt talk to him for almost 2 weeks, ya know I wasn't even mad at him, I was just so disappointed. I was a BAD teen, but never did I disrespect my mom, never told her I hated her, never cussed, even now I dont cuss in front of her cause I know she doesnt like it. Friday night Josh came in out room about 3:00 and said he didnt feel good and asked if I would go lay with him....His fever was sky high, and I gave him some meds and got a cold cloth and we talked for like 3 hours....I was on cloud nine. Maybe just cause im the mom and not the dad he doesnt talk to me about stuff, and that breaks my heart, i want us to be close in every way but i guess some things are left for dads..... So I am feeling much better this week....

The weekend was aweful, started my spring cleaning....Filled both my huge trash cans, but a pack rat I am no longer.....LOL The wind was so bad we didnt even hardly go out, Savannah wanted to go for a walk, we got down the street and she she let's go home....

Maybe next weekend we will have some fun.